Nigel, Long ago, a time I have never forgotten, I told you my brother committed suicide. He was alone and in pain and his intent was not to hurt my family. You did not put my brother down for what he did or shy away at the subject. Thank you for listening to me as only a friend could. You had the greatest of empathy and you could see how much I loved my brother no matter how he died. I hold only gratefulness and love for what he gave his entire family and friends during his time on Earth. While you were on earth you showed the greatest of compassion with stories of love for your children and animals and all 3 of your beautiful brothers and sister. You told me stories of your mother with tears in your eyes because you were all separated, living in different parts of the world and you missed them. You told me that you were connected with love and that was the most important and the memories that you had together was the glue. You told me your mother and father wanted you to explore the world. Thank you for guiding me so long ago and I will forever feel your beautiful kind spirit which is now free from pain.